Monday, April 30, 2007
don't we always jump to conclusions? i always seem to think of the worst, to be proven wrong after finding out the truth. tell me i'm wrong this time too.

Brewerkz was good. the food, the atmosphere, and that unknown warmth and good feeling you get by just sitting inside. That warm feeing just makes you want to go back again. like now.
Saturday, April 28, 2007
haha i'm tired. i've been out almost the whole day for 3 days consecutively with 2 nights reaching home at 130 and 1230am respectively =/ but it's been alot more exciting than the weekdays and me and Jas both agree that at least weekends are sth to look forward too =)

tell me what happens when ur catching up with guys who have just booked out and have been doing jogs and run and some strength training and soc [random words and acronyms i keep hearing them mention]? well it'll be meeting over meal and chilling after that. but the amount we eat and the kind of food we eat just tells me that i'll have to gym/swim my ass off nxt week.

Fri - Pizza Hut's chicken drumlets, chomp2, cocktails
Sat - Breakfast, soup spoon, b&js, subway [carl's jnrs for the guys]

yikes its scary isn't it? and our money is depleting quite rapidly. i can only look forward to pay cheque nxt week. haha..

exhuasted frm the activities yesterday, i was thinking how did we manage to like meet and chill at chomp2 like 1/2 times a wk in the past and have things to talk about and have so much energy at the same time. those days were definitely fun but it's as if we have aged and grown old suddenly =/ well thats just a random thought.

i realised the diversity of people around. it's good to mix with different people i guess.
Friday, April 27, 2007
my interview went badly. i didn't prepare well enough and i didn't expect to be grilled that badly and to be asked on the nitty gritty details that i wrote in my personal statement. i guess Oi's advice of speaking the truth came in handy. and the interviewers were, well critical and sarcastic i would say. but overall i would say its a learning experience. i think i better settle my other uni applications like sending in my A level results.

well at least things changed for the better at night=D and coffee really has some effect on me. i couldn't sleep even at 2+.

yay it's gardens again tonight after almost 3 weeks.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
hahaha again, this being a Sunday, i'd claim that the past week was YET ANOTHER BORING WEEK. argh, i even went to job street trying to look for a job that'll occupy my mornings before i do my evening tuitions since i'm stopping driving already.

Monday driving.
Tuesday was a travelling frm home --> vj --> tiong bahru --> buena vista --> holland village --> home.
Wednesday was gym! pepper lunched with Jas den met up with Jie Yi =)
Thursday was driving.
Friday was PURE STONING.

Yesterday was a session with the world's most PLEASENT bunch of sec2s you can every find. i'm so glad sexual reproduction's over so they'd stop asking me if i have seen a penis/testes before. LIKE SERIOUSLY.. well but i met up with Oi and Xa for Fracture after that. Anthony Hopkins was impressive, Ryan Gosling was cute and the story line was good. After that we kinda walked around and ate at CJ express where we saw a totally horrible bf. i mean like would you 1) make ur girlfriend order and pay for ur meal? 2) show that ur unhappy when she bought the wrong drink? 3) start eating first when her food hasn't arrived? 4) lose ur temper when ur gf says she can't eat when she has ordered coz she can't take chili? ok i think he sort of knew we were talking about him coz he kept giving us dirty looks. oh well, it's quite funny in the sense that Oi and Xa were complaining about how they we jobless, and 2 weeks later they get 2 job offers and yesterday complaining about work together! haha their so cute.

Nothing much happened today except going for the essay test. It starts at 2pm, and i reached there at 115 and was a loner coz i didn't noe anyone [prob coz most of the ppl there were from some certain jc and most of them knew each other] till 145 when i saw matthias and liesel and leonard. did the essay and when we were done, we went to holland v coffee bean to catch up. haha i love muffins =D chai tea latte was a little weird. and i realised all Sg parents are the same. like you get parents hovering around the doors trying to give water bottles to their child during the break. if not chatting up another fellow parent and talk about how ur daughter/son takes 3S papers and is one of the selected few in her school.

I came home and passed dinner. too full. watched Grey's Anatomy 320. After 1 mth of break i still love that show to bits. I really really like it. I have no idea why too. Mbbe coz their lives seem really fun and interesting. Of coz it doesn't happen in reality.

Nxt week won't be that boring =D there's rice table with mom on Tues, bread baking with Hs on Wed, interview on Thurs, Fri and Sat seems to be activity planned as well, and hopefully Sunday will go smoothly. =D
Sunday, April 15, 2007
hahaha oh man i am blogging quite often am i. it seems to come in phases. like there will be this period where i hardly blog at all and after a while there will be a period where i blog alot. [like now]

oh well, being the last day of the week, i'm claiming that i have indeed had a very UNEVENTFUL week. last week was good friday long weekend and there was TGIF and dinners and Ben & Jerry's and mj. This week i was home w/o any activities on mon, tues, wed, sat, sun. and i AM bored at home, with Grey's Anatomy stopping for a month. [Prison Break is serving as a substitute for the time being]

Well ok there was Mind's on sat but i had to stay home. and there was supposed to be Freedom Writers with the parents after service but they were not screening Freedom Writers today! AHHH WHYYYYYY?! so that leaves me at home being utterly bored out of my wits, having finished my portfolio in 30mins.

oh well, it's good when you've decided to do something. lets channel it to somewhere else!

so happy for you! =D
Saturday, April 14, 2007
oh well another Saturday has come and is about to go soon. I haven't been online for like 2 days.

Thusday was a whole activity filled day as compared to the prevoius few days being stuck at home attempting to pack my room. i went for driving in the morning learning how to parallel park to witness another immediate failure. its quite demoralising to keep witnessing immediate failures while covering circuit components. People say doing the circuit is easier than test routes, i'd beg to differ. After that it was meeting hs at town to shop, talk and just catch up. and finally off to work.

Friday is my off day. so i went out with mom for set lunch at Kuriya [yummmm] and den shopping again. haha though this time i bought more useful stuff, like wollen jackets in preparation and we looked at bags and bought some essential stuff.

It's quite freaky in the sense that all this preparation is making me feel apprehensive about living alone. i start thinking how in the world am i supposed to settle my own meals, pay my phone bills, cook, iron, wash, keep my room neat, and of course the people, the environment, trying to fit in. This leads to the question of which school i should choose. =/

Sat's the day where i have difficulties dragging myself out of bed at 7.15 to shower and get ready to prepare myself for battle against a group of mischievious, noisy bunch of childish sec 2s. i like teaching my sec 1 class coz their cute and it's quite interesting to make fun of the sec4s.

Was supposed to meet up at 9 but i'd have to sacrifice that. sigh, coz dad just returned home frm overseas and i'm supposed to act like i'm a good girl and have been staying at home.



somehow i find it amazing how lowly and despicable some women can be just to achieve their goals[and when i say women i really mean mature, 30+ individuals]. they totally deserve to be called bitches.

and i haven't been able to sleep peacefully since last Saturday.

peserverence would pay off, would it?
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
i try to tell myself that one day things will fall into place and i shouldn't be overly worried.
yet why is it that i see ppl in the same situation.
and i can't possibly keep complaining and talking abt it to ppl without doing anything. sigh..
Monday, April 09, 2007
today was quite a horrible day.

my driving was =/ i witnessed 1 immediately failure at the S course and i couldn't park at that particular no.25. the thing is my parking was ok for the other 5 parking spaces. sigh i don't know. and den i heard the syf results and the confusion and all i'm still not really sure what's happenning. and i had tuition at night but had to rush off to send my dad off at the airport. so, i forgot to take the worksheet home to prepare and i'm gg thru it on thurs. and i can't do the sec 4 chem questions. sigh.

yesterday was ok i guess. i queued for muffins at Chocolate and Spice and was almost late/late for service. oh well started talking abt what kind of sticks we use to play concert snare. and i do miss playing. how i wish i was a better player last time. oh well..

one moment i'm feeling all ok abt it and the next moment i'm getting all worried. sigh..

it's been so long. sigh. i totally didn't see that coming =/
Friday, April 06, 2007
i swear i have this affinity with car no 171. i've gotten it 5 times! the thing is i'm not exactly comfortable with the instructor. count me lucky. today's driving was stressful and i made many many mistakes [like not changing back to 1st gear when i stop -_-]. hopes of passing the first time seems so far away now. haha..

well anw life has settled into a new kind of routine. driving, mj, movie, supper has been replaced with driving, nap, tuition, dinner, sleep. gym's been reduced to once a week but sufficient [i hope] haha.. i'm starting to dread tuition lesser and lesser with the exception of Sat's class coz the guys there seem to take fun in throwing tissue boxes at each other and creating a hell lot of noise. and i'm teaching sexual repro in human, and knowing the childish kids... [i've got 6guys, 1 girl]

met up with the usuals today. hahah yet another week has passed. just that last week we were meeting up to catch up after a 2 week hiatus. This week is like the last time we'll meet before the last batch of ppl go in and be bald =/ oh well, i was having this headache since morn and was drained frm tuition.

k enough talking.this weekend will be one filled with activities. which is good in a sense.

i find it so hard to strike a balance. and everytime i meet challenges i just escape by not thinking about it for a few days till there's really no choice. and there's also certain things which i don't see the rationale behind them. sigh..
Sunday, April 01, 2007
well anyway, either my comp's ok again or that i just re-saved my template. i'm able to view my blog again! and others as well. weird.

met up with perc 05/06 on wed. though for lunch only coz i had driving. talking and joking with them reminded me of all the fun times we had together.

well anw i finally met up with xa and oi yesterday [and today as well] haha.. yesterday was Music and Lyrics [yes i know i'm slow]. Hugh Grant is charming, though a little old. hahaha me and xa couldn't stop laughing everytime he started doing the "POP" dance move. we ended up sitting at macs munching a 50cent ice cream and talking for like 2hrs. hahaha

today we met up again with Alex this time though. and we went shopping. haha i got like 3 tops for $50 i would say thats good. the only thing is i haven't gotten my pay so my bank account isn't looking good [so much for netts-ing everything]. but i really enjoyed hanging out with them again, doing all the stupid stuff we used to do like making me pose outside Daiso, pet safari, EATING, chilling. it just felt so right and relaxing! how i wish every sat'll be that good.

hahaha. and i have no idea why everytime i'm out with oi and xa we all get into this pigging out mode. for eg, we ate like lunch, popcorn, ice cream, and browsed around carrefour food section yesterday. today, i ate peanut pancake, blueberry muffin, striploin steak, chocolate cake, berry pie, rosti, dinner, b&j's. sigh, i so need my Mon's session. hahaha

today's tuition class was amazingly quiet. like seroiusly, they've nvr been so easy to handle before. and i was wondering to myself how can this be, when it suddenly struck me :)

and we resumed supper session yesterday! :) i don't understand why everytime we try a new drink it taste horrible. yesterday's one tasted like medicinal herbs.

i'm off.
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